I am just lonely.

Preston,
I know I told you about the dates I have been going on. I don't want to sound presumptuous, but I am afraid one of the boys is falling in love with me. I don't have the love to give back. I still love you.

I was driving today, and Eric Paslay's song She Don't Love You came on. It is the only thing that has gotten so close to how I feel. I thought I was all alone, turns out I am just lonely. It's your fault, but I still love you. I imagine this is your song to me... It was released almost exactly a month after you died.

"She don't love you, she's just lonely
She wasn't once upon a time
She used to dance when the band played ((your band))
She used to be the trustin' kind

She's no stranger to the leaving
She's heard all the best goodbyes
Fallin' has a different meaning
To her you're just another guy

She don't love you, she's just lonely
She don't know another way
To break free from what's been broken
Too many cowboys rode away
So forgive her if she's distant
She can't tell her heart to lie, no
You'll never be her one and only
She don't love you, she's just lonely

You can hold her in the moonlight
You can give her all the stars
You can promise her forever
But you'll never have her heart

She don't love you, she's just lonely
She don't know another way
To break free from what's been broken
Too many cowboys rode away
So forgive her if she's distant
She can't tell her heart to lie, no
You'll never be her one and only
She don't love you, she's just lonely

She don't love you
She don't love you, she's just lonely
She wasn't once upon a time
I remember her in the sunlight
I remember her when she was mine
Mine"