Monday, March 23, 2015

Compared to you everything is GREY.

Why did you leave, you promised always.

We should be with family on Christmas. My family is in Heaven. You are there. All my babies are there .Families should be together, making cookies, singing, decorating the Christmas tree, getting presents for each other, remembering our Savior.

I don't understand. It is said that God is in the details of your lives. Why did we bother with the details leading up to your death. Every safe guard was there. How was ever obstetrical dodged.

Why doesn't God want you here? Why? That's all I want is for you to be home for Christmas. In your arms with your love. I have been robbed of everything. The only person I hold dear.

Preston, you were my everything. Now I have nothing. I am nothing.
I see you in everything. But i never know if you are ok. I want to see your eyes, then I would know. See you is all I want fro Christmas. Seeing you would get me by until I could be with you again.
I don't care  who comes into my life, I am NEVER! having my sealing annulled. I choose you, I choose you. You deserve the blessings from the promises we made together. You are mine, forever.

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