You said let's play hide and seek.
I started counting, counting on forever.
You were determined to never be found.
Come out, we need a do-over,
If we are still playing.
Because you gave up on us,
You took the high road home when things got rough.
I am not so lucky,
Just let me hide till the pain is gone,
That is if we are still playing.
Who turned off the lights?Who rewrote the rules?
Everything, now tinged with black.
The players unaware of the rule change.
Come find what remains of me in the cold void,
Supposing that we are still playing
Eternity.
Shadows are akin with death,
I have grown rather fond of the dark.
Let me hide in the abyss forever,
Unless we are still playing
Remember you promises,
"If I went and lost myself... know where to find me.
Because without you things go hazy."
Come find me.I am still waiting,
Assuming that we are still playing.
Gloom is perpetual now,
No ending or beginning.
Just existence.
Are we still playing?
Original Composition By Carolyn Grant
Thursday, December 11, 2014
Wednesday, December 3, 2014
HATE YOU
How many people can say that they were made a widow at age 20?
How many of those people had been married 1 day short of three months?
How many of those people can say that it was suicide?
How many of those people can say there husband wasn't suicidal?
How many of those people NEVER say this coming?
I am alone, and it's all your fault.
I am alone, and you were the one who decided I be alone.
I am alone, and I HATE YOU FOR IT!
I am alone, and if you were still here I wouldn't be.
I am alone, and no one in this whole world understands. Out of the 7 million people in this world, I AM ALONE!
20, I am young, a child, a baby.
20, I haven't had time to live yet, just work and school.
20, I am not even graduated from college.
20, with no friends my age not to mention no friend at all.
20, you can count my years on your fingers and toes.
20, I have only been 'an adult' for two years and I am dealing with something most people never deal with.
20, my age. Did you know that average person lives to by 80. That means less than 1% of my life will have you in it.
That means that up to this point you were going to have exactly 77.5% of my life if we both lived to be 80. Now you only have 1.875% of my life. HOW IS THAT FAIR? You mean the world to me. But all I get is a lousy 1.875%? How could you leave me? Leave me with 1% that all I get for promising to by with you for eternity. 1%?
IT'S YOUR FAULT. YOU MADE THIS DECISION WITHOUT ME. YOU TOOK MY AGENCY AWAY. NOW I AM STUCK HERE, WITH EVERY PROBLEM YOU LEFT ME. WE WERE SUPPOSE TO BE IN THIS TOGETHER, NOW I RIDE SOLO FROM HERE? HOW DID I END UP WITH THE SHORT END OF THE STICK. I HATE YOU.
How many of those people had been married 1 day short of three months?
How many of those people can say that it was suicide?
How many of those people can say there husband wasn't suicidal?
How many of those people NEVER say this coming?
I am alone, and it's all your fault.
I am alone, and you were the one who decided I be alone.
I am alone, and I HATE YOU FOR IT!
I am alone, and if you were still here I wouldn't be.
I am alone, and no one in this whole world understands. Out of the 7 million people in this world, I AM ALONE!
20, I am young, a child, a baby.
20, I haven't had time to live yet, just work and school.
20, I am not even graduated from college.
20, with no friends my age not to mention no friend at all.
20, you can count my years on your fingers and toes.
20, I have only been 'an adult' for two years and I am dealing with something most people never deal with.
20, my age. Did you know that average person lives to by 80. That means less than 1% of my life will have you in it.
That means that up to this point you were going to have exactly 77.5% of my life if we both lived to be 80. Now you only have 1.875% of my life. HOW IS THAT FAIR? You mean the world to me. But all I get is a lousy 1.875%? How could you leave me? Leave me with 1% that all I get for promising to by with you for eternity. 1%?
IT'S YOUR FAULT. YOU MADE THIS DECISION WITHOUT ME. YOU TOOK MY AGENCY AWAY. NOW I AM STUCK HERE, WITH EVERY PROBLEM YOU LEFT ME. WE WERE SUPPOSE TO BE IN THIS TOGETHER, NOW I RIDE SOLO FROM HERE? HOW DID I END UP WITH THE SHORT END OF THE STICK. I HATE YOU.
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