*Seth contacted me today. OH! How I wish you were here! That's my least favorite thing about you being gone. You were my safety, my protection. And you can't protect me from suitors anymore. I also got a letter from a 'secret admirer.' 100% positive it was *Ivan and I hate him for it. I will never love as deeply and wholly as I did with Preston. HOW DARE YOU! I am a widow. Everyday I beg for you to come back. You break my heart everyday. My other half of me is gone.They buried it when they buried you.
IF I marry again, which I NEVER want to do. Whoever it is has a lot to live up to. You are the most amazing person I have ever met. Which is at it's most value coming from me because I know all your weaknesses. I love you. I love you with my whole heart! My heart belongs to you!
Death sucks. I think it gets worse the more our society progresses. Because even when I was here in Florida and you were i nUtah we talked all day long. I lost my best friend.
*names have been changed to protect identity.
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