Christmas without you . I can't even remember what you got me last year. What did I get you? We were suppose to be setting up our tree and buying ornaments. We were suppose to be baking cookies for all our friends. Helping our ward donate Christmas to families in need. Spending Christmas in our house alone. With all the lights, and smells. and love. Having awesome Christmas sex and awesome New Years Kiss. I don't get any of that. We don't get to make snowflakes together or decorate the Christmas tree in our new apartment.
I HATE YOU!
It is not meant for me to be alone!!!
"How am I going to get over you? I'll be alright. Just not tonight, but someday. Oh, I wish you wanted my to stay. I'll be alright. Just not tonight. Someday... How dare you darling. You just wait and see... Say it's coming soon... Someday. All I can do is get me past the ghost of you.. I won't say I am sorry. I will be alright. Once I find the other side of someday."
"With a thousand [boys]. There is just one thing. I can't go anywhere, I can't do anything No, I can't close my eyes without your in my dreams. You won't leave me alone. Even though your gone... I see you... Stuck like a melody in my head... Baby, I see you.. Your lip, your eyes. [Boy} since you told me goodbye.. You won't leave me alone."
Today I started humming our song. It didn't even occur to me what I was until a couple minutes...
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