HATE YOU

How many people can say that they were made a widow at age 20?
How many of those people had been married 1 day short of three months?
How many of those people can say that it was suicide?
How many of those people can say there husband wasn't suicidal?
How many of those people NEVER say this coming?


I am alone, and it's all your fault.
I am alone, and you were the one who decided I be alone.
I am alone, and I HATE YOU FOR IT!
I am alone, and if you were still here I wouldn't be.
I am alone, and no one in this whole world understands. Out of the 7 million people in this world,      I AM ALONE!

20, I am young, a child, a baby.
20, I haven't had time to live yet, just work and school.
20, I am not even graduated from college.
20, with no friends my age not to mention no friend at all.
20, you can count my years on your fingers and toes.
20, I have only been 'an adult' for two years and I am dealing with something most people never deal with.
20, my age. Did you know that average person lives to by 80. That means less than 1% of my life will have you in it.

That means that up to this point you were going to have exactly 77.5% of my life if we both lived to be 80. Now you only have 1.875% of my life. HOW IS THAT FAIR? You mean the world to me. But all I get is a lousy 1.875%? How could you leave me? Leave me with 1% that all I get for promising to by with you for eternity. 1%?

IT'S YOUR FAULT. YOU MADE THIS DECISION WITHOUT ME. YOU TOOK MY AGENCY AWAY. NOW I AM STUCK HERE, WITH EVERY PROBLEM YOU LEFT ME. WE WERE SUPPOSE TO BE IN THIS TOGETHER, NOW I RIDE SOLO FROM HERE? HOW DID I END UP WITH THE SHORT END OF THE STICK. I HATE YOU.